Pictures of Zacheus McManus.

Baby Zach ,oh my brother Matt doesn't want his kids names shortened but Zacheus is such a big name for this little guy.

Just more pictures.

My brother Marks 40th surprise birthday party.

Kids silly in car.

Does anyone want this kid.

Picture posts.

Fun pictures the girls took with their very good friends from Colorado.

Life

I just want to thank god for all he has done for me and our family .I feel like even tho we will not be having a little one at this time ,god has been good to us.Times are very hard right now for most everyone.I just praise god that Brian has a job.My family is all healthy and I am too.In many ways this has strenghthened me,I have been in this faith since I was 17 and I have to say that most of the time I have not done much for the Lord.(That was a big run on for you Sabrina.) In the past few months I have tried to seek god more ,especially at church.I have been able to hear him at times and do what he asks.I have always had a hard time getting down and praying in church ,don't know why ,but recently god has sent me to pray for someone else and I was able to do it.I feel like maybe I am finially starting to know how to seek god in all things.Not just the things we want him for.When I was expecting I started praying alot more and I started reading my bible during the days when I was really bad sick and I found so much comfort.I know that if it was not gods will then I need to not question it ,it maybe hard to understand but he knows what we need and when we need it. The one thing I have thought about is that it all happens for a reason,so the reason was to help me have more faith in him.

Update

I had a very bad time November 7th.And since then I was not sure what was going on if I was still ecpexting or not.It seemed like my tummy was getting smaller and I just was not sure.Today my tummy was so flat that I decided to try on my regular jeans.They fit and feel good.So I went in to Town and bought a test.It can out Negetive.I am pretty upset but in so many ways it is for the best .And now I know what is happening with me .I was in so much turmoil not knowing if I was to have a baby and when ,no movement and just was pretty scared.So even tho I am upset and sad it is proply for the best.W e will have to talk to our kids tonight.I know they will be upset.So please pray for us.